For no fucking reasons, acting like nothing happened, for another no fucking reasons, calling me stupid and bitch like she isn't. Hey, i know i'm quite damn well better than you, moron. You don't have any guts to let out stuff that you dislikes about us. You only know how to laugh at us people, while you're the one who is a big, big skank joker.

I remembered, weeks ago, I was the naughtiest bitch(didn't meant anything dirty). I don't do homeworks, skip classes too often, fooling around like this year has nothing much. Well, i was quite concerned about my results, it's getting worst, and somehow, I wasn't fooling around anymore because friends are no longer there for me. I'm acting all solo eventhough there's Shafiqah and Surya always stuck with me. I am now awake, and Pee Am Are is calling my name and yell at me "WAKE UP BITCH, PMR IS HERE". Damn, I was like "why so soon? I was about to have my dream about fantasy land".

I was colaborate with other's who managed to knocked me down. But it's a tough mission. It's like going on world war fuckingIII. I wasn't that strong, like a pillar, nor a wall. I'm just a plain joke, used to be great in making friends cheerful, but now I'm sorta living my life as hell as it is. I wasn't acting all emo shits. I was just telling you that my life is quite boring, I'm not as loud as i could be, I kept quiet eventhough people were trying to give me some bullshits about this and that. I've just kept quiet. I've lost somebody who I'd care much. Friends who are being adored and give me hopes to encounter problems. They are no longer there for me.

Would have tell you a secret, sometimes the way I survive in this jungle full of problems, is in a bad way. I would say "losing a friend is way more better than losing a life", or "losing a friend is nothing but gain 10 more friends are something". For me, eventhough it helps me well, but I think it's kinda hurtful. It's seems like i don't care about what happened or even tried to win back my friendship with them. But all I have to know, I had to live my life as how it goes no matter how many shit happens. Life is poor pathetic and unpredictable, gotta run it like a clock somehow.

Cheers♥