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Thursday, December 31, 2009

Everybody was shitting all about New Year, what the heck are you celebrating for? I know late night outs are awesome, with the party pooper and hooligans and stuff. Don't you ever realize, new year makes us look bloody old, man! Okay, I'm a bit frustrated because I'm too young for late night outs and picturing fireworks in my head. Goddamnit for god sake, can't I just amazed the beauty of New Year at 12 am, which is also with my folks? They are too old to stay late-.- Ok cut the crap about new year. Let me rephrase what did I do on 2009. Listing....

1. Starting new life of Form 2
2. Results down to pits
3. Skip classes a lot
4. Attend school events, finally :o
5. Enjoying my life with photography
6. Went to Bangkok, London, Korea, Beijing and Bangkok again.
7. Had a new Mr Right in my life, 2 more days and we will have our 6 months together.
8. Had my first kiss, hug, and hold hands.
9. School holidays for 2 months and hanging out.
10. Hook up Atiqah and Afeef, and now they are a cute couple.
11. Fought with azmer several times, almost break up and had our real break ups.
12. Table talk with azmer.
13. Met another new guy in my life which is Nazrin, the pet bro.
14. Had my first laughing gas, my first awesomeness in POOL and FOOSBALL
15. Being a one hell of a crack head.
16. Fashion Addict, Pool addict, Laughing gas addict, Azmer addict, Lepak addict, Ferrero rocher addict, Eat addict, idk what else.
17. Getting close to Kevin, Anis, Aqiela by this year, and they make a perfect gang of mine.
18. First time of sneaking out to KL with Anis and Aqiela and had our shisha there.
19. Finally get my own DSLR
20. First Karaoke with Surya and Maisara
21. First hangout at rooftop
22. First time of using eyeliner
23. First time of celebrating boyfriend's birthday
24. First cookie making
25. First shop at blogshop
26. First hotel room sneakout until 11.30 with Surya playing Foosball at Langkawi

I think that's all that matters. All i know is, the memories will haunt me again. And all my wrong doings is already forgiven and the things that not to be regret is a hope to be do over. What I'm saying is, I have a limited socializing. And I have not regret to put it that way, because soon, when I'm old enough on doing more than that, unlimited outing and stuff, I won't be bored. Right now, if we start socialize earlier, we will soon be bored when we are old. So, let the year begins without any
arguements, shall we? Oh and yeah, I'm a soon to be a PMR candidate.

One hour left for New year, nevermind, HAPPY NEW YEAR :D


Wednesday, December 23, 2009



i really really am a huge fan of the caged heels and zipper boots like in those two pictures. Awh, how i wish i have one. oh yeah i've found out my sis in law is pregnant, CONGRATS yeah? this is a quarelling between my real sis and my dad when they found out.

Sis - "hahahah ayah dah jadi atuk!"
dad - "mak cik, mak cik!"
sis - "atuk!"
dad - "EH AKU UMUR 20 lebih korang dah 50 lebih! mak cik!"
sis - "atuk, atuk atuk!"

and it goes on and on -.-'


Friday, December 18, 2009








Anis loves the quote when she says I'm antisocial. "I am so damn antisocial that I could not meet my man that I bring him over at my place and rocking my bed" HAHA.

Damn, 2010 is coming soon and I'm missing my crackshit ass friends. Oh yeah this is what i've heard from people I love every single day when I'm with them.

My dad - "ATUK KAU"
My mum - "Pundek"
My sis - "Eih geli aku"
My bro - "Norule's middles name is bendul"
Hidayah - "Jap nak tolong cikna masak"
Radzi - "OPOCOT"
Nini - "hahahah lepak ah"
Surya - "Buto kau"
Shazrene - "Ergh kau ni bodoh sial (talk to the computer)"
Aida - "AWAK NIIIII"
Shafiqah - "kalau aku lepak ngn kau, mesti aku tk stop gelak (to me)"
Anis - "BANGANG KELAKAR LAH SIAL"
Aqiela - "korang dua ni memang ah"
Kevin - "weh brb, aku nak mkn"
Nazrin - "Sangat ah"
Akif - "weh aku nak beli canon/nikon"
Philip - "hi little nurul"
Ficko - "surya/shazo mana?"
Intan - "HA APA? TAK DENGAR AH!"
Ereena - "AAAAA GILA HOTTTT"

This is all the people who I've already remembered their dialogs.

P/S; i wish i could turn back time undo the bad times and redo the good times. i wish i'm an einstein who could build a time machine and have the best time of my life everyday and every moment i want. i wish the person who i love the most is always in my heart and caged up in my memory. i wish i could settle all my problems and move on in life like how tough girls did. i know im strong because by the moment we're wrestle, i win.


Thursday, December 17, 2009

Noruledoesn'thaveanyballstofacethetruththatsheissuchanasshole says:
stupid gonggong
nazrin shah ismail says:
what lah
Noruledoesn'thaveanyballstofacethetruththatsheissuchanasshole says:
what?
nazrin shah ismail says:
what ?
Noruledoesn'thaveanyballstofacethetruththatsheissuchanasshole says:
what
nazrin shah ismail says:
what
Noruledoesn'thaveanyballstofacethetruththatsheissuchanasshole says:
what
eh stop crapping!
nazrin shah ismail says:
u lah
Noruledoesn'thaveanyballstofacethetruththatsheissuchanasshole says:
u lah
nazrin shah ismail says:
u lahhh
Noruledoesn'thaveanyballstofacethetruththatsheissuchanasshole says:
u lahhh
nazrin shah ismail says:
u lahhhhhh
Noruledoesn'thaveanyballstofacethetruththatsheissuchanasshole says:
u lahhhhhhhhhhhh
STOP U LAHHHHHH LA WEYYY!
ANNOYING LAH SIAL

hahahah what a crack, we never fail to argue, we are sibs from another mother (: love you nazrin.


Sunday, December 13, 2009

Hey I'm here, had been single for 6 days and still counting. If you ask me, if I'm still into him or not, it's so stupid for me to say yes. And its hard to say no, eventhough I'm so damn pissed off. It hurts to find out that he is eager on lying to me. I'm not that dumb, I'll find out the truth soon somehow. After the tabletalk, I've found my inner self, I'm tough and I'm through in any obstacles that has been blocking me to move on in life. I don't give a damn if you bring 40 guys with guns and I'm all alone. I can be Milla Jovovich if you want to. Because I know that I'm a one hell of a tough bitch. I gotta admit, I miss him so badly but I'm trying to forget about him. This isn't a life i wanted to have, I've been aiming my future to always in my bare hands without any suffocation that came ruins it. I did love the old me, the geeky, the fun. Because of simple heartbroken, kills me on the inside, destroying me. If there's a person, out there, who can take my heart and rejuvenate it, I'll had to thanked you, that all my life, I've been searching for that person. But I don't think, any single bits of thinking organism says to me that it will happen. No, it won't. This is me, I'm real, living in reality. No fantasy trying to cures me. Without this people, I wouldn't live life to the fullest;

SURYA, NAZRIN, ANIS, FICKO, NINI, SHAZO, KEVIN <3


Tuesday, December 8, 2009

Thank you for your "good" deed, may god bless you. Since we're only had 11th date of us together, I'm gonna write a novel about it since I love writing. Guess what, you are the worst and dumbest ex boyfriend I've ever had. We could still be together until today, wanna know why? If it wasn't giving up on me and accepting my rejection, there's still US. I don't give a damn, heck, if I'm posting this blog about you, you won't read it anyways. Because you're blind. I'm not entirely ashamed of myself. All I'm saying is you've lost a great girl and you won't have the balls to win me back. I still can't resist my temptation on meeting you. Since you're an asshole, I guess I only want to burn your house down until there's nothing left. Who are you to tell me to keep your necklace, dude, you wrong, I've throw it away ever since yesterday, all the shits I'm through because of you. Better if I don't left any stains of something that reminds me of you. When, you tryna pull me of the pain and ills, I've thanked you but when we're quarelling, you remind me of the "good" things you're doing. What kind of person are you? And then you went on "okay, it's my fault". Hey, what the fuck, it is your fault, everything is. About the quiting smoking thingy, don't worry I'm already unexist to brag you about smoking, stopping you from starting the buff. I'm stopping you from dying, thank you very much, but you're a jackass, who never hears my thought. So, I'm very happy that when we've just broke up, my head is empty and doesn't think too much. I think about you every seconds of our 5 months and you drag me into this shit. Thank you, for leaving me. But remember, you had a one vengeful ex, which is me, NORULE. Note that, son of a bitch.



Oi kembar, bertempat sikit, kau gaduh ngn perempuan, kau tu jantan. kau fikir kau ni gedang sgt ke gaduh ngn perempuan. BERTEMPATLAH BRO. lu sedar sikit sapa lu. wa tak goyang ngn lu. lu pi mati ah do. Gua doakan lu punya hidup, hidup mcm babi. sbb muka lu dua dah mcm babi. pegi tgk cermin skrg. fuck off.


Monday, December 7, 2009

I can't forget about you Azmer, why do you had to rely on PMR to make a hole in us. Don't you ever miss our times together? Ever think of how much my heart shattered when you want to break up with me? Idk what the hell, but wait for your time, it'll come soon, and i'm gonna make your days become worst. This is a vengeance from me to you. Just wait.



Hey, just got back from Bangkok. Lemme tell you how I spent my 3 days in Bangkok.

1st day

Arrived at hotel around 2 and go out at 4.30. Went to Emporium, bought Nine west sling bag, Scholl slippers. Went to Suan Lum Night Market at 6, bought 2 cool Tshirts and 3 bags and a keychain. got foot massage.

2nd day

Out to Chatuchak at 9. Bought 1 ripped off acid washed jeans, 1 acid washed dress, 2 t shirts, 3 messed up tops, 1 tie dye tops, 1 cardigan, 1 wedges, 1 vest.

3rd day

Byebye Bangkok.

I've just make it simple as possible. I don't shop much in Bangkok, my dad brought a little amount of money. He claimed that he want to go to Bangkok just for TOMYAM -.-

Today, got my ripped off skinny white jeans, just bought it at rob-my-closet.blogspot.com. It is so damn cheap, only wasted rm45 on it. Hell yeah. So I guess thats all.


Thursday, December 3, 2009

currently pitbull-ish.

hey hoe, tomorrow i'm off to bangkok. can't contact with my boyfiee, somebody took away his phone. Pity him. just leaving a message to him at MSN so that he knows how much I miss him. today is our 5th anniversary and still moving on. I don't know why I keep on lying over a stupid stuff which will be exposed soon. You know who you are, and you drag me into this mess, and now you are on your own. I doubt that I'll recover from sprained ankle soon. Fuck myself for being so reckless. Okay, idk what else to update. all i know is i'm dying of boredome. I miss him and the old times we had. I wish I could turn back time and redo all the good things that I've used. I'm currently upcoming broke bitch. I'm broke soon. Need money but when will it comes? I ain't rich. I'm counting on my dad's money. For all the fortune I had, there's no single penny came from me. I need job, but it takes another 3 years and I'm off from school. Damn, time flies. Today I am kid, tomorrow IDK what i've become. So, I guess hands of the keyboard now.


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Hey, I'm Norule, already 15. And my personal assistant for this blog is Shafiqah. If she feels that she wants to blog, she will blog. She always quotes so that's how you can tear apart the differences. Oh yeah, the person who wore the yellow shirt is Shafiqah. That's all, bye



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