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Thursday, January 28, 2010

Days Fly By, Time Passes.

It's been a while since my last post. Currently unavailable due to massive amount of Homework and extremely tight schedule. Feels like swallowing all of them so it doesn't confront me again.Just recovered by flu, many people thought that I was ill because of sexually abuse by Surya Juliana Binti Zulkifli but no, I was just lethargic from having the big time in my life. Doing reports for being school DJ and be the DJ, Secretary of photography club, class editing thingy, Sivik projects, homeworks, tuitions and so on. Hey, I finally managed to be in editorial board, man it's an honour. Oh and I had a reminder for some Form 5 bitches who frankly annoys me everyday at the KOPERASI with her eyeing on me. WHAT THE F, get a LIFE woman. Don't trace out my style, I'm pretty much wore the original Ray Ban(not to brag) whereas you lifeless whore wore fakes just to win attention to the whole school, WOW FAKERS. I'm not winning nor losing, for your info, don't try to be the BIG BOSS over here, because my name already suits what I've become, I got no rule. So yeah, ever think of going to the psychiatrist and learn to be yourself, not stealing other people looks, hey I'm 15, you're 17, be more mature, you should have grown large watermelons by now, so you should have your tiny size brain turns more larger than your watermelons. FULLSTOP

P/S; Valentines are coming, wishing those couples all the best in life.

Cheers.


Sunday, January 17, 2010



look at kevin playing his food -.-' click to enlarge alright.


Friday, January 15, 2010

Hey, i'm the upcoming Seafield FM DJ and the new secretary of photography club. Heh friggin awesome, not to brag but I'm proud to have duty like these. Awesomeness. Btw, I was searching for an idea to create an awesome picture. Oh and btw, for those of you who loves photography, link this www.photofssr.com. there's tons of mesmerizing spectacular photographs there. ENJOY :)


Friday, January 8, 2010

Which is your most sensible greatest fear?

I'm too tense in life. I don't know if both of them SUPPOSE to be in my life.

Love is like a scene, which two people different genders meet up and stares at each other eyes and express themselves. And when you love them so much, you will thought of dying for someone you love. There you go, a connection between love and death.

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How to notice when people tried to be cool?

- Late night outs
-Attending all cool events
-Moshing
-Best guest in a club(Zouk, MOS and yada yada)
-Everyday "lepak"
-Get to hangout with Seniors
-Wearing outfits following trends
-Loudest in school
-Connections with high standard people
-Ask parents for large amount of allowance just to hangout
-Telling the cool things you have
-Collecting thousands of comments and friends in myspace
-Excessive usage of Shisha, smoke
-Hangout at the same place 5 times a week that wannabe cool people describes it cool

If any of those who is offended, guess what, you're admitting you're one of these wannabe. You are young, a teen, if you're a girl, its worst. If you wanna be labelled as one of the coolest bitches ppl ever met, that is not the way to make it as a result. That is the way to show off, that you're the coolest person, which is definitely what i called LAME. It's okay to do all this activities when you're done with school, but during you're still schooling, its the dumbest way. When you're already done with school, you'll get bored of doing all this. You are young and too wild. You think your mum and dad let you do all this because you are old enough to be trusted? No, they all just want you to experienced enjoyment is cruelty. Heck, its not a bullshit. When you've out with a guy, if they put some drugs or any pills in your drink without you noticing, you're ended up going home with your 8 months size stomach. When you've out smoking or Shisha, you will notice your lungs are gonna be rotten soon. Not often of doing that may save yourself and may save your next-5-years-when-you-are-in-college boredom. You maybe look old enough but you have a young soul and young organs that couldn't afford to do this at the mean time. Let your so called coolness present in the future, while you have your own money, not using your parents. That is what I call "cool" (: For those of you who realize all this, I had too admit, in the future, you are way way cooler than all of this wannabe's and a salutations is given.

Cheers.


Tuesday, January 5, 2010

It was weird, feeling so tiny among the surroundings. But it turn out to be great, in class. Sitting with my crackos friends, Shafiqah in the middle, Su's beside her and so do me. We laugh to unexplainable jokes we've made. First day also quite a torture, having my work, and back from school going to tuition at 2.30 starting at 3 and ends at 4.45, slept for an hour, and had my dinner and get ready for the next tuition starting at 8 and ends at 9.30. And then does my tuition homeworks and school's, done before 12. Recycle timing, woke up at 6 again, get ready for school, got back with homeworks, and done! For 2 hours, Science(checked), Maths(checked), BM(checked), Sejarah(checked). Well it's just a few things that teachers assigned us, maybe because its just the earlier of Jan. I'm gonna work out my ass as hard as possible because exam is around the corner, its on March, well maybe 2 months tops but STILL, time does quickened it's pace. So yeah, this is gonna be a quite tiring and frustrating, not to forget an emotional year. Enough said, cheers.


Sunday, January 3, 2010

I started to miss my form 2 days. Where i begin to fit in, getting all crack and stuff. Where i got to rule the form 1s eventhough i'm a lot shorter than them but i'm loud. If i'm not mistaken, i'm retired from my good old days, skipping school, classes. go back home one hour or a few minutes early. sneakout at the back of the class. and argueing with Cikgu Zul. I miss the fun in class where I got to be the loudest kid and ppl start to look at me and annoyed by my attitude. there's a lot of unforgettable moments that i would love to share, i use to hangout with the chinese boys and girls while surya does her homework. Listening to their chit chatter voices. Love the part when they spoke Cantonese and Hokkien, by that way, i got to learn and understand what were they talking around. I remembered the part when I've used to played truth or dare, I gotta admit, i'm always the victim, wrong seating. haha. I miss the part when me and Shafiqah sneak in the form 6s new building and being chased by Cikgu Zul. I also enjoy the part when there's a girl being exorcism and then me and Farah went to the toilet alone then there's an effect which is doors slamming, fans speeding, heavy rains and storms. Damn, scary but we find it hilarious, because we run our ass off. I miss our school events, eventhough, there's something missing, having my friends with is already a complete journey. I miss our exams because I always make a crack joke behind teacher's back with Alyssa, and some people who look at us were tickled their funny bone. I miss our days of quarelling. I remembered when I chased surya with my shoes, and when i wore it back, I was marching around and accidentally threw the shoes at her face. She was so damn pissed off and trying to "drowned" me on the pit. Then Puan Heng came to us, and telling surya that is not a good thing to bully small kids like me and then she asked me to buy shoes with strings to tight with so it won't happen again. Not to brag, but I found out that I am quite attentive to the school. I even dirtied the discipline records book with my long nails, my long fringe. Haha. I also missed the rainy days, me and my gang barefoot although its disgusting to walked barefoot on school floors but our school its kinda easy to get flood. So like, we had to barefoot or else we can easily slipped. I miss the times that me and Nikie had our crack jokes together, hey, we are perfect couple with the hair and the style. Size don't really matters. I also miss the part talking about hot Korean guys with Aida and playing games together. I miss everything that happened in form 2s. I hope 2010 would be a great year and not stressing me out too much. Oh and another thing, I am quite anxious about tomorrow, which would be my Form 3 days starting tomorrow and my first morning session. Well, it's gonna be a long day tomorrow. If you want a chance to contact with me, because I'll be rarely online, if you had an urgent or anything. Do not be afraid to ask me for my numbers, maybe try in facebook or myspace or leave an offline message on msn messenger and yahoo messenger, and when I'm free, i check in alright (: Cheers.


Saturday, January 2, 2010

Woke up at 12 in the noon. Had my brunch which is Roti Canai, Instant Bee Hoon Soup, Hot Milo, Tom Yam Soup, Kuey Teow. And then bathed in the jacuzzi for 2 hours. Lol, What a life.


Friday, January 1, 2010

Farewell wild days on November and December '09, begin the returning of Norule the nerd. No more Azmer in my arms. Oh yeah speaking of him, tomorrow, which is 3rd JAN is our 6th months of together. Hell yeah, and by that day, he can't celebrate it because by 6 in the morning he will be ready his ass off to IPOH, the boarding school. Naw, shit, gonna miss him. Idk when will he get back, but on the luck of praying to god that he'll home soon, maybe the time will come. I am officially retired from my hung out days. I'll be rarely online, which is no longer be every night but every school holidays or if i'm not too busy with my family day. But I'll try to get in touch with you people as soon as possible alright? I'm gonna miss the good old days and bring up the good old days again to this year. I'm gonna miss Surya, eventhough we're in the same class but in school we spend less times together and we only get the chance when her mum let us to go out. I'm gonna miss Nini because she is in evening session whereas I'm in the morning. I'm gonna miss chatting with Ficko in msn. I'm gonna miss argueing with Aqila, Anis and Kevin. Damn, I miss it already. But most of all, I miss Azmer. Hmph, i miss the way he touches me, he wish me goodnight and good morning, the way he kisses me, the way he hug me, the way we cuddle. I miss everything about him. Nevermind. Hope it will happen soon. Okay, hands off the keyboard now.


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Hey, I'm Norule, already 15. And my personal assistant for this blog is Shafiqah. If she feels that she wants to blog, she will blog. She always quotes so that's how you can tear apart the differences. Oh yeah, the person who wore the yellow shirt is Shafiqah. That's all, bye



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