Hey.

I've been noticed myself lately, I'm getting more mature. I told Azmer to leave me and move on with his life and let me go. He barely could ever let me go. I can't live like this, seconds flew and I'm harsh towards him. He finally knows, love is something powerful, if we lose it, we will think it will haunt us for the rest of our lives. Thanks Azmer, for finally let me go after for a such a long months.

There's another weird, remarkable things happened last night, I couldn't forget what just happened. Maybe it's just a dream, what the heck, it happened midnight, or should I say the hours before rays of dawn. Okay, let's cut to the chase, I was exchanging names with my friends for our display name. So most of the people accidentally told their biggest secrets to the wrong person, which is embarrassing yet fun. There was this guy, A, he thought me as B, his friend. B owe a money from A, then B which is me just play the role as B. A told B that he likes me and stuff, he was tryna win me last night but it didn't happened. Wanna know why? Because I broke the rules of the game and told A that B is actually me and B didn't online and I've read everything. I was touched at the moment he expressed it. I told him, I can make things be different the way he expects it to be. So, its all up to him.

Just that afraid of him changes his mind, I was so panic. I meant maybe, just maybe he is the right person for me. He is one of my bestfriend. Couldn't help notice him helping me and stuff. It was just so sweet of him to do that. My mum once told me maybe, just maybe someone who I'm closed to would actually had feelings for me. And the rest, which is my friends, during my loner days, I've told them how i'd feel when I didn't achieve loves from the guy who is at my school. I wish to had a life partner who can spend the rest of his days with me, which is a person in school. But now that I've already got that person, he didn't ask for it yet. Not yet. Been waiting, I could wait, IF only old Norule didn't come back. Which is the most impatient, Norule.

I know most of you who read this post will wondered who are they. Just wait and see, if things will happen the way it should be. If only things will turn out different last night, if only B onlines, and we didn't exchange names. I wonder what would go worst or go better. I wonder if only, I didn't told A that B is actually me. I wish I could turn back time and see what if B onlines and we didn't exchange names. It would make a big differences.

Cheers♥