Hey I'm here, had been single for 6 days and still counting. If you ask me, if I'm still into him or not, it's so stupid for me to say yes. And its hard to say no, eventhough I'm so damn pissed off. It hurts to find out that he is eager on lying to me. I'm not that dumb, I'll find out the truth soon somehow. After the tabletalk, I've found my inner self, I'm tough and I'm through in any obstacles that has been blocking me to move on in life. I don't give a damn if you bring 40 guys with guns and I'm all alone. I can be Milla Jovovich if you want to. Because I know that I'm a one hell of a tough bitch. I gotta admit, I miss him so badly but I'm trying to forget about him. This isn't a life i wanted to have, I've been aiming my future to always in my bare hands without any suffocation that came ruins it. I did love the old me, the geeky, the fun. Because of simple heartbroken, kills me on the inside, destroying me. If there's a person, out there, who can take my heart and rejuvenate it, I'll had to thanked you, that all my life, I've been searching for that person. But I don't think, any single bits of thinking organism says to me that it will happen. No, it won't. This is me, I'm real, living in reality. No fantasy trying to cures me. Without this people, I wouldn't live life to the fullest;

SURYA, NAZRIN, ANIS, FICKO, NINI, SHAZO, KEVIN <3